My Devilish Angel * ^ *

I dont have strings to bind your hands
Not if my love can't bind your heart
I can't force you to be with me all my life
When you can't keep me in your heart

There is no need to justify the stand
For it was you who chose to start
I see no way for 'we' together
For I am old enough to face the dawn

I call you my devilish angel
You snatch sunrise from lives
I call you my devilish angel
The traumas you gave won't survive

The dimmed sunlight, the lost aura
With each morning your sin echoes
The hurt will remain always raw
With only the dusk it goes

You are out of my life
That's where you ought to be
God will be kind enough
To return back what you did

I call you my devilish angel
The victim of crude lust
I call you my devilish angel
You have lost my trust.

I Appreciate HIM

I appreciate him for
Making my life hell
Playing dirty with emotions
Creating the negativeness
And breaking promises

I appreciate him for
Flirting with my feelings
Destroying the bubbliness
Creating an everlasting wound
And saying cruel words

Still he says I dont appreciate HIM
How can I explain him that I do!

You came to leave me !

I struggle to burn my desires today
And try to throw emotions out of my soul
Expecting to live life in a blistering way
And to realize your plays are foul
I know you came to leave me
Only to leave me alone…

I walk through the streets
With eyes full of pain
The chirpy & bubbly image
Is why so plain?
I know you came to leave me
Only to leave me alone…

I wish to run n run far away
Away from this ruthless world
Trust is just another word
A word you cannot ever trust
I know you came to leave me
Only to leave me alone…

**! SUciDe nOTe !**

Sitting here with unsettling emptiness

Penning down a suicide not

How far I ve reached in life

my fate has been cast in stone

Its easy to be a weak-willed

how difficult to be a little strong

Never wanted the emotions to flow in

how always they have been so wrong

What drives us to cut,to cut the life of LIFE

Am Overpowered by the statements people describe

No wonder did I find myself doing anything right

Aint no wonder it is, Who taught me all this...

You,the one who made me cry

You,the one who made me die unnatural deaths

Time and again...Time and again

What else could I have done...

So here I am penning the last lines

Holding you responsible for destroying my life

I wish I wish you go through all this

The heartache, the damped joys, the knife slits

I wish I wish you too write a better suicide note

Hold me responsible and give me a thanks vote

You made me your slave

I wish I wish people wont throw roses on your grave...

Let the grave be dark and deep

Put a slab from head to feet

Write on the stone above

Here lies the one who make others dead!