You came to leave me !

I struggle to burn my desires today
And try to throw emotions out of my soul
Expecting to live life in a blistering way
And to realize your plays are foul
I know you came to leave me
Only to leave me alone…

I walk through the streets
With eyes full of pain
The chirpy & bubbly image
Is why so plain?
I know you came to leave me
Only to leave me alone…

I wish to run n run far away
Away from this ruthless world
Trust is just another word
A word you cannot ever trust
I know you came to leave me
Only to leave me alone…

*_* wiLL hE eVEr ?

Deeper is the hole of night
casting aside the sunlight

Why the days seem so real & bright
When filled with dreary dreams of night

I woke up today morning and felt death so close once more
What can I do to heal this devastating heart sore

No one to care, No one to smile
I wonder why its me everytime

Will he ever?
Will he ever try to shun the darkness around me?

Will he ever?
Will he ever try to LOVE me?

Blink of an eye

Blurry but clear Wonderful yet dreary
Dreams exist in an odd sort of way

With words spoken the hearts broken
Fantasies never come true

Erasing worries Freeing the mind
Enjoying a world not of my kind

Magical and Amazing Lands vast as Sky
Yet all disappears with the blink of an eye.

Let's make Love

Make love to me tonight
Till the wee hours of morning light
Cling to me in ecstacy
Be my sweet memory...

!--* YOU & ME *--!

To every life there's
Always an end
When I close my eyes
I see your smiling face

I still believe I'll see you again
With the shinning light
I wait for the day when
In my arms I'll hold you tight

Writing down my thoughts about you
Is the only thing I can do
Waiting for the days to come
When forever I'll be with you

Thinking of you day and night
Makes me cheery and bright
You voice keeps ringing in my head
It seems so perfect and right

The love for you will never end
You’ll be a part in me
As long as time passes by
For it's about YOU and ME...

Can I dance with you today?

Can I dance with you today?

A dance of the sorrows of the world

A dance so fine to let me design the signs

The signs of love…

Can I dance with you today?

A dance of the heart breaks

A dance so right to let me decide the worth

The worth of tears…

Can I dance with you today?

A dance of the life

A dance so intense to let me know the hurt

The hurt of goodbye…

-- 'Somebody' 2 'Someone' --

Silence Within ME...

Bounded my soul is,
with hurt my heart endures
Loaded my heart is
with sorrows of the past
Cheated i am
with words which do last
Frustrated i am
as for what am I living here
Rusted my hopes are
with long days and starry nights
Crushed my world is
by people running here
Dreams I had
now scattered everywhere

THE ONLY KIND...

A little breath
My silent side
Part-crushed hopes
doubling the sighs
Past is present
Though present denies
Lost & wandered dreams
Found no one to collide
This is me THE ONLY KIND

Where Am I?

Long walks on sea shores
Collecting shells,
Building castles on golden sand
Gazing at the stars at night
Seeing the early sun rise
Or just enjoying the full moonlight.
Where are the mermaids?
Hunting them by the side
Weaving thin dreams of beautiful time
I wish all this could be forever mine
Memories are my magical treasures,
They come and go by
Leaving me wondering today where am I?

The Beautiful ME & The Goodbye

Time will come one day
You be here in the same way
Like I think of it now today
Making your sketch of a goodbye

In the dusk, near the high trees
Two people sit thinking of new dreams
Old dreams they wished to be true
But all of 'em flew
With melancholy they look into each other's eyes
Huh! searching for the buried Love inside
A place where it died...

The turning road where they met
The place where they smiled for the first time
The locked eyes saying all
until now, looking for lost places of love


Why... Now... You...Your eyes...
The glance...If only we could...
Why the goodbye....Why the goodbye

Why... Now... Me... The sighs...
So suddenly... A broken heart... A shattered dream...
Gets lost somewhere ....If only we could
Why the goodbye....Why the goodbye

Time has come and the day
You are here like I guessedIn the same way
Filling the gaps in the sketched goobye
Giving it a complete life today...

Here I am on the other side of the street,
Why... Now...You... The last handshake
Your leaving fingers... I'm going far away...
Just tell me why the goodbye....why the goodbye

And though I am alone again,
I shed not a tear.
How beautiful is my loneliness,
how great is my pain...
Me the beautiful alone...Me the alone again....

dO NoT lOVe mE yEt !

Do not love me yet,
for I Am still a slender moon,
A scimitar about the heart
Too sharp to touch too soon.
Before I'm touched I need to grow
More full in golden light
I need to smile upon my earth
And rule some patch of night.

I need to know what roads and fields
Lie in my domain
And dull my brand new ecstasies
With sophomoric pain.

I need the love of some blank boy
As cold and dark as me,
That we might grope in ignorance
And fear of what might be.

And then when I'm a silver bowl
And know what I can hold,
Then, then, perhaps, we could try love
If you are not too old.

--Anonymous