Could you .... ??

I looked upon the starlit sky as the clouds drift

      Like voyagers follow the stars as their dreams swift

I wonder if I could find a net and capture the whole sky

      Could you ever love me and not deny…?

I open my arms wide to embrace the sweet wind

      I breathe deep enough as my heart starts to sink

I gather my composure and stand on my own two feet

      Could you give me a life when memories defeat...?

I found it hard to stand while you stood on 9th cloud

      I watched you fluff when morning birds make sound

I saw myself drowning in the rain drops

      Could you help me cling to a rainbow...?

I can't change the darkness with the morning sunlight

      It looms on the heart like a murderous night

I wonder...are you gazing upon the stars with eyes in pain

      Could you help me gaze in your eyes again...?

Waiting an embrace *_*

The dark day that you departed
Replays in my mind
I’m searching for hope and love
Which I know I won’t find

The claws of depression
Reach for my heart
Scuffing and pulling
My body apart

I know you are gone
And that you won’t return
But still there is more in the world
That I need to learn

I will come face eternity with you
It is something I need to do
Goodbye to the world of hurt and pain
I’m going to embrace my Grandma again!